so out of the BLUE.......

from somewhere wayyy above the 'starlight kingdom'.......
comes a fairy.......with wings........
a delectable, fantabulous 'peter pan' boy!!
and he understands EVERYTHING YOU SAY!!!!!
shocking ///////SHOCKING!!!!!!
and he lives wayyyy wayyyy down under.......
and peters wings........theyve been momentarily clipped, it seems.........
but not to worry....fairy princess!!!
the light of redemption will shine its warmth and regenerative
energies upon him!!!
and all will be as it should be in our exsistential realm!!!
no doubt......pricessa!!

what if??.........

what would happen if we released all anger into the atmosphere??
release, mind you......NOT gifted it!
so it seems, wed suddenly be creatures walking around the planet without that 'anger genetic'......
so the world would become, i suppose, one big, fluffy, pink cotton ball of laughter(not at anyones expense!), generous donations, walking very old people with walkers across busy intersections...etc....
would we cease to be interesting, intriguing,sexy?
would our heads have little halos surrounding them??
would there be no more road rage??
would 'patience' be a byproduct of the new and improved world??
so....it follows......
that we would have no real conflict to deal with.......
what a peculiar and thought provoking concept!!
could we retain our 'capitalist' viewpoint ?
after all......communism would not befit our goals!! (i think!)

theres something kinda disturbing about this vision.....
is it really the goal??

or is the human condition wracked with melodrama and conflict to test us in some way??

and who exactly is issuing this test??

addmittedly, theres something disturbing about what im proposing......
disconcerting, rather......
bottom line.........
ITS NOT HAPPENING......
dont worry......
your unresolved anger is SAFE with me!!!

we are not STEPFORD citizens, after all.........

all good!!

profundities abound.......

implicit in lifes every day occurrences, are conclusions and realities which literally

'spring' up into our realm of actuality.......

as though a 'jack in the box' were being wound up...........

and SPRUNG!!

the fascinating and possibly perplexing fact is.......

that the 'jack in the box' is insidious in its nature......

so that.....

it seems to grow within a veritable 'egg shell' of activity and in-activity......

coming closer to the surface with each passing moment.......

unbeknownst to the holder of the egg......

(passover comes to mind!)........

and so........

we are riveted, disconcerted......

when the information comes slapping us in the face.......

when we subconsciously KNEW these truths.......all along........

and from this 'illumined' place.....or so we would like to describe it!.....

the red of the tulip bulb is even redder.......

the cholesterol levels of the steak we had for dinner last night

are even higher.......

the reality of our 'parking violations' can NO LONGER BE DENIED.........

NOW.........what to do????

i will ponder these issues......ponder i shall!

and i will get back to you with the ABSOLUTE SOLUTION.......

faithfully your........

goddessx........

ideas permeating the air space....

it is an interesting and quite scintillating experience to actually SEE YOUR ideas floating around you in the atmosphere.....
they ARE PRESENT....
of that , my friends, i am quite certain......
the ideas are differentiated by details like.....
their color, shape, ethereal quality.......
their density.........their ability to multiply......
their sound........YES.......ideas.....good ones!!.......they actually whisper in your ear!!!
one has to listen verrrry closely!!
having said that, i guess the GREAT ideas SCREAM AT YOU!!!
in fact, youd be making kind of a huge mistake NOT to listen!!
even further.......youd have to GET OUT OF YOUR OWN WAY!! so as NOT to hear your own brilliant, ground-breaking ideas!!
youd be essentially tripping over your own feet.........
therein lyeth the dilemma of the industrious and creative individual......

FORGIVNESS.....

a concept with considerable implication....
can we readily forgive??
can we forgive fully?
is it actually 'ourselves' we need to forgive?

we create situations......
fantastic, ridiculous, 'out of the box' situations....
and we suddenly wake up one morning, only to realize, as if punched in the stomach, that our little 'situation' has grown into a full blown melodrama!!
and the staggering reality of this mess is that theres simply no turning back.....
whats done is done.....
no room for regret, remorse......
only space and platform for forgiveness.......
for upward movement.....for ascension.....illumined, angelic,
violet transmutation......
and so we ask to become beacons of light, from which to radiate that channelled kind of 'forgivness'......
and we literally remove the chips that are etched into our shoulders.....
unburdening our poor backs from the enormity of the veritable
'sack of rocks and bricks' weve been toting around with us.....
and suddenly......lo and behold!.....
we shape shift from the pack mules weve become......
to light, floating, untethered entities......
at which point, we can fly!!

and so it goes, my friends.......

anti dis.........

WE SIMPLY CANNOT ADMINISTER HEALING TO AN ENTITY WHO IS REPELLED BY THE CONCEPT OF BEING WHOLE....
WE CAN SUGGEST.....EVEN BRUTALLY, PERHAPS.....
BUT ULTIMATELY, ITS THAT OLD "YOU CAN LEAD A HORSE TO WATER....." THING......
AND SO WE FEEL UTTERLY FRUSTRATED.....RIGAMORTICIZED....

PEANUT BUTTER AND JELLY SANDWICHES ARE NO LONGER ON THE 'MILLENNIUM MENU'......
ONLY NOUVELLE, VEGAN, WANNA BE TOFU BURGERS WITH 'ANTI-MAYO'!!!
BETTER THAN GEFILTE FISH .....PERHAPS!!!
THE WORLD IS TURNING, CHURNING, ALCHEMICAL LY TRANSMUTING.....
WHILST WE ARE ENSHRINING THOSE PEANUT BUTTER MOMENTS......
WHEN LIFE WAS SIMPLE...UNCLUTTERED....INEFFICIENT....
AHHH.....

defying reason

the elementary and rudimentary facts of life remain constant......

cemented......

rules are rules are rules.......

sometimes arguably bendable......yes.......

but NEVER irrevocably breakable.......

hence.........the 'established order' of life as we know it.......

and then......

a 'pop-up' figure rears its head.......

fallen from some place in the atmosphere.........

and the inanimate creature REFUSES to obey the rules!!!!

the question , of course, arises....."how can an inanimate creature do much of anything at all??"

the thing defies our every sense of decorum and free enterprise......

this GOLAM, if you will, marches to its own twisted drummer......

knocking innocent women and children over by the sheer force of its depravity!!!

we cannot see that which we cannot understand.......

and the creature, for certain, cannot understand US..........

and so on and so on.......

the madness and unpredictable oddity of the human condition, as well as the 'alien' condtion! continues to defy reasonable conjecture.......

nonetheless.......we plod onward.......

onward toward bethleham.........

because we CAN........

continuing to kanoodle and ponder the practical application embedded within...........

i am faithfully yours..........