Tuesday, November 18, 2008

from atop the ivory tower.......

she sits in judgement......
while all the while, berating herself for the poor choices......
so.......the anger......the indignation.........the judgement........
its not REALLY pointed at me after all........
shes really furious at herself.........

and arent we all exactly like her?

we think ourselves so noble, while all-the-while, shooting ourselves in the proverbial foot........
then we limp to the side of the road, leaving a trail of blood for miles........
and then what???

we begin the entire absurd process all over again!!!
will we never learn????

can we continue to self-destruct and not actually destroy ourselves in the process???
maybe im too harsh.........
maybe i sound like im hatin'....... but im not!!!

only telling brutal truth through a microscopic microphone......
like those dog whistles........
only the dogs hear them......

BUT, sister , THE DOGS........THEY ARE NOT LISTENING!!!!!
try and try as i might to attend to their needs, those bitches
(female dogs!)........are NOT listening........
my brutality is falling upon deaf hearing aids..........
they should take the hearing aids out of their ears........for crying out loud!!!!
THEY DONT WANT TO BE SAVED.......
THEY FEEL. SOMEHOW, UNDESERVING.......

but i know way down deep that those little puppies deserve better.......
they deserve a future........

i must teach them the art of self-love.......

but how???

i dont own a mirror large enough to reflect their insecurities......
ill think on it........REFLECT on it.........