Thursday, November 26, 2009

so time marches onward.....

and children grow up....
and parents grow old.....
and we are left, in the middle......
not young......
not old....
in a 'limbo' of sorts......
and there are MANY, MANY FORKS in the road........
not just ONE.......
we can grow dizzy with choices.....
with 'path' ology....
which path shall we choose???
have we been righteous??
moral??
have we mistakenly hurt those whom we loved to hate??
why do we feel that twinge of sorrow for people, long ago eschewed from our lives??
actually......pretty DISGUSTING PEOPLE!!
it brings a smile to my face as i conjure these images......
i suppose that 'we' once loved them, right??
these yucky creatures with fur on their backs and bloody claws.....
have we irrevocably changed??
to the point where we are unrecognizable.......even unto ourselves??

i had the 'honour' to sit for a few moments with a great 'sage' this week......
he looked at me, quizzically, and asked how i could have chosen such an ODD PATH??
such ODD PEOPLE??
the sage was utterly mystified by my past....
he said that it simply did not 'ring true' for him.......
he seemed to find me to be somewhat 'ascended'.....'evolved'.....
when did this profound change in me occur??
through utter and extreme humility, comes a sort of 'light' of truth......
well.....
after all is said and done...
i am 'thankfully' your.....
GODDESS XREBBITZIN