so so sorry, readers!!!!

what was i thinking???

spewing and spewing those utterly negative and outrageous sentiments.......

hurling them out into the atmosphere!!!!

thank you, dear readers, for your love and comments regarding THAT unctuous, RED BLOG POST!!!

what can one say after all???

its tough to be the' beacon of light' on a  24/7!!! basis....

but i will attempt to ascend to that inspired position!!!

i will ROCK YOUR UNIVERSES , yet again, with profundity and nuance and rhythm!!!!

YES I CAN!!!!

YES I WILL!!!

and further.....

i will search far, far down beneath the surface of external, cemented pavement.....

and i will unearth the alchemical transmutation recipe....

in order to 'conger' and canoodle with 'the divine'........

in order to hear those auto sensory whispers.....

the ones being blown  into my ear by that spirit standing next to me..... 

the one wearing the organza sheath.....

the fuchsia sheath.....

wrapping up in 'cast glamour'........

fuchsia closure of magnetic proportion......

largess of spirit.....draped in pink.......

delightfully whimsical.....

iridescently transformed......

kindred.......

simpatico.....

small things....

irritating , little nuances can really begin to nibble on one's nerve endings......

'magitocious creatures' with nineteen legs, or so, can crawl all over your experience and ebb into concavity.......

thrust ed throughout your very  blood and DNA in entirety.....

or so it seems to feel.....

woe is me!!!!

the creatures are multiplying!!!!

hide the canons!!!!!

bring out the pitchers of 'blood orange' juice.....

they will quench the thirsty, parochial, little mud sucker's habits!!!

and they will be sated into 'cohesion'.....and such....

spilling and swooning and fertilizing the vacuous canal of red, feminine RIVER......

slurping it up.........posthumously.........  

feng shui.......all of it!!

there is NOTHING better for the senses.......
than a pure, clean obliteration of stuff.......
no 'hangers on'......no 'pack-ratting' allowed!!
just a simple, succinct 'DO OVER'.....
just like that....
gone is the hoopla.......
the bubblegum wrappers........
the old , corduroy pantsuit.....
June's magazines have no business in the 'timely' and sexy, 'millennium' crib of AUGUST!!!
panthers and cougars and alligators are falling from the ceiling of the shoe closet!!!
oh my!!!
oh my!!!
FANTASTIC FENG SHUI isms!!!!!
astonishingly FRESH!!!
no homespun tartlettes in the august atmosphere.......
oh, no......
just a big ol' HANGOVER and a basket of 'countrified cherries'......
just picked!!!
i promise!!!

elegant and eloquent.........

perhaps we can begin to find 'reason' amidst the 'dis reason'........
words can punctuate and infiltrate and mediate.........and even exacerbate........
elegance of movement......stealth....grace.....
these are the accoutrement that great 'experience' and 'happenstance' are made from........
and so........
we begin to be sanguine......fluid......
because we feel the need to insinuate our own brand of 'lady ness' into 'said situation'........
because we CAN......
thank the 'heavens' that we CAN!!
and pink candles are glistening as summer memoir is compiled.........
and ya can't please all of the people!!
and so on......
the people please rs are seated in the front row of the 'reviewing stand' of my life.......
hoping to please 'moi'???
not an easy task!!!
many, many have tried!!
nonetheless.........we live in a somewhat FREE COUNTRY......
enter at your own risk!!
but please, please bring your umbrellas!!!

escaping the clutches of exterior 'chaos'.........

one cannot really help but notice the chaos and melodrama that exist in our exterior surroundings.......
in perpetuity.....
the choice then becomes.....
do we allow the 'madness' to seep, insidiously, in to our field of energy??
orrrrrrrr......
do we simply 'duck' in a 'tai chi' fashion, and let that' ball of fury 'pass us by??
virtually unscathed......
redirected melodrama.......
with a side of fluffed and rejiggered articulation......or 'ab sense of articulation'.......
absence of notification.....
neglected drama!!!
is neglected drama really drama at all??
orrrrr.........
is it just the tantrum and stamping of feet from the 'neglected peanut gallery'??!!
hmm......
for when all is said and done......
the 'A' LIST need not STAMP anything at all!!!
with the exception, perhaps, of an overnight ed envelope!!!

the delicate, yet 'hearty' flower.........

is opening its extraordinarily beautiful red petals, as we speak.........
(as we type rather!)
it is as if a new universe has offered itself up to us........on high......
on level high......
Pandora will be dancing, as her box is pried open......for all to see!!
what treasures lie deep within Pandora's 'envied' treasure box???
we are about to find that long awaited answer!
and yet.......and yet......
she knows, full well, that even as they pry her 'box' open......
ALBEIT UNDER A MODICUM OF DURESS.......
it can close immediately!!
SEAL ITSELF SHUT!!!!!
even perhaps, WHILE the 'pr yer' has his hands STILL inside of it!!!
one can never be too sure about 'Pandora's secret box'!!!
and so, my beloved s.......
ENTER AT YOUR OWN RISK!!!
shabbat shalom.......
GODDESS XREBBITZIN

"cleanse and purify, my sons".......

i have, very recently, had THE EXTRAORDINARY opportunity
to empty out the REMAINING TRACES of 'debris' from my life......
in a PHYSICAL and most 'METAPHYSICAL' way........
to essentially 'feng shui' ALL OF IT......
the ideologies and perceptions and belief systems of yesteryear..........
GONE!!!!!
DONE!!!
expunged!!
and to live and work and 'play'.......
on EMPTY......
so to speak.......
and so.....
feeling galvanized and reinvigorated and 'vacuous' in some ways......
has led me to feeling rather deeply sensational!!! .......
and dare i say.....
somewhat 'illumined'!!
hence......i have begun to 'give pause' to ways 'haggard and antiquated',
in order to
open the silken gates to allow the soothing and 'life altering' liquid to flow, torentially , throughout my body........
to gush its very essence into the deepest, most cavernous parts of me.........

and amid this GORGEOUS 'metamorphosis'.....
i have, somehow, come to understand my people on a deepened vibratory LEVEL.......

for example......
these days of fasting within religion....
within myriad religions.......
i finally can see that they are not put into practice, in order to PUNISH US.......
but rather......to ENLIGHTEN US......
to 'clarify' difficult and frustrating dilemma, etc

for when ones focus is 'disturbed' by mediocrity and whim,......
one cannot really SEE THE LIGHT OF REDEMPTION that is actually
DIRECTLY IN FRONT OF HER NOSE!!!
but take away the 'silly and superfluous'.....
and guess what, my pretties???
PURITY WILL REIGN 'SUPREME'!!!!!!!!!!!!
that's a promise!
and within that kind of 'earned', sacred space......
a rejiggering and reevaluating and reconnoitering scenario begins......
in which case, the elements are universally 'backing' the 'purifying one'.......
and so on.........