the 'problem' became more clear....
it was the 'FREAKISH ness'
that had swallowed everyone in its wake.....
it had eaten the family,
as though they were cherries atop a black forest cake.....
deliverance was lost indeed....
all was lost, with regard to HIM....
he was no longer any one's 'white knight'.....
his was a path of destruction and delusion and 'roadkill'......
for he had burnt bridges as fervently and as hideously as can be imagined......
even his loyal HORSE had escaped the stables.......
for in the end, the hay had tasted like MUD......
and 'horsey' couldn't eat mud....
she needed her ATKINS BARS !
and she was a three-legged NAG, in any case.....
lost her hair, her vision.....
needed to be 'put down', in truth.....
and so...
the saga continued, albeit with 'BOATLOADS OF SALT' !!.....
(as opposed to A GRAIN !)
for nothing that he said or did was believable or tolerable or rational.........
life twists and turns,
VIOLENTLY at times.....
all the while......
giving us messages ??
teaching us some sort of lessons ??
aren't we getting a little OLD for lessons ??
i mean......seriously........
Sunday, June 6, 2010
Saturday, June 5, 2010
the truck that she drove had a 'military' quality....
she was TOUGH.....
WAS SHE EVER TOUGH !!
and she had the DNA of a survivor......
regardless of impediment.....
regardless of obstacle......
the woman could, literally,
make a BANK ROBBER CRY....
DURING THE HEIST !!
AND RUN THE OTHER WAY !!!
just to escape her intimidating stare....:}}
YUP !!
she certainly had it.....
and she knew how to USE IT.......:}}
and at times, she frightened even HERSELF......
with her candid proclamations....
with her voice.....
with her 'provocative' SET OF SKILLS.....
but try as she would,
she could
NOT FIND
'sustenance'...
and she looked for it EVERYWHERE...
in the trees.....
in the cement jungle.....
in the parking garage.......
and even in the
'GERIATRIC FACILITY'.....
however,
the opportunity to be
'SATED'
seemed perpetually unavailable to her.....
"SOLUTION"
had, both literally and figuritively,
'LEFT THE BUILDING'......
a strange and frustrating quandry....
to be sure.....
SEARCHING amongst the red, rose bushes......
and even among the ivy trelisses......
and yes,
in the hopes of finding solution,
she even went so far as to
look inside the
KOSHER MARKETPLACE !!
one could never tell....:}
devils, disguised as nuns,
in black habit,
were prancing and dancing around the military truck....
as she,
FINALLY,
in a state of utter dismay,
LEFT
the hall of 'continuing education'.....
cast aspersions,
if you so desire !!
it is completely understandable.....
but just try,
'COWBOY',
to stare back
at her 'penetrating gaze'......
and let's see who blinks first !!
WAS SHE EVER TOUGH !!
and she had the DNA of a survivor......
regardless of impediment.....
regardless of obstacle......
the woman could, literally,
make a BANK ROBBER CRY....
DURING THE HEIST !!
AND RUN THE OTHER WAY !!!
just to escape her intimidating stare....:}}
YUP !!
she certainly had it.....
and she knew how to USE IT.......:}}
and at times, she frightened even HERSELF......
with her candid proclamations....
with her voice.....
with her 'provocative' SET OF SKILLS.....
but try as she would,
she could
NOT FIND
'sustenance'...
and she looked for it EVERYWHERE...
in the trees.....
in the cement jungle.....
in the parking garage.......
and even in the
'GERIATRIC FACILITY'.....
however,
the opportunity to be
'SATED'
seemed perpetually unavailable to her.....
"SOLUTION"
had, both literally and figuritively,
'LEFT THE BUILDING'......
a strange and frustrating quandry....
to be sure.....
SEARCHING amongst the red, rose bushes......
and even among the ivy trelisses......
and yes,
in the hopes of finding solution,
she even went so far as to
look inside the
KOSHER MARKETPLACE !!
one could never tell....:}
devils, disguised as nuns,
in black habit,
were prancing and dancing around the military truck....
as she,
FINALLY,
in a state of utter dismay,
LEFT
the hall of 'continuing education'.....
cast aspersions,
if you so desire !!
it is completely understandable.....
but just try,
'COWBOY',
to stare back
at her 'penetrating gaze'......
and let's see who blinks first !!
Friday, June 4, 2010
and 'destiny' grew beneath the 'cherry blossom trees'.......
HOUSED,
ironically.....
within the 'climate' of
'CHANGE GONE AWRY'......
perhaps, in fact,
it was BECAUSE of this
POLITICAL UPHEAVAL....
IN ANY CASE......
these two found their hearts,
lying upon the steps of the pentagon!
and as they delicately lifted them off of the gleaming, white cement......
their eyes met !!
just like that !
birds of a feather.....
destined to
DO GREAT THINGS .....
DESTINED TO RULE THE WORLD.....
LOVE CAN HAPPEN IN THE MOST
unexpected places.......
all one must do is believe in
the 'higher power'
that HEALS US.....
AND SUSTAINS US.....
AND BRINGS US 'BELONGINGNESS'....
and LOVE SURPRISES....:}}
HE is there....
upon your shoulder.....
guiding you, ever,
toward those 'gleaming and glistening' steps......
and the rest is history, my friends......
may the light of love and health and euphoria.....
shine ever upon this magical couple.....
SHABBAT SHALOM.....
ironically.....
within the 'climate' of
'CHANGE GONE AWRY'......
perhaps, in fact,
it was BECAUSE of this
POLITICAL UPHEAVAL....
IN ANY CASE......
these two found their hearts,
lying upon the steps of the pentagon!
and as they delicately lifted them off of the gleaming, white cement......
their eyes met !!
just like that !
birds of a feather.....
destined to
DO GREAT THINGS .....
DESTINED TO RULE THE WORLD.....
LOVE CAN HAPPEN IN THE MOST
unexpected places.......
all one must do is believe in
the 'higher power'
that HEALS US.....
AND SUSTAINS US.....
AND BRINGS US 'BELONGINGNESS'....
and LOVE SURPRISES....:}}
HE is there....
upon your shoulder.....
guiding you, ever,
toward those 'gleaming and glistening' steps......
and the rest is history, my friends......
may the light of love and health and euphoria.....
shine ever upon this magical couple.....
SHABBAT SHALOM.....
Thursday, June 3, 2010
it was another case of 'bad charisma'......
the way that she moved......
the indefatigable way that she MADE HER POINT......
TAKING NO PRISONERS.....
she had the ability to lacerate with her words,
all the while, entrancing them with her eyes.....
with her movements.....
she was one of a kind !
of that there can be no denying....:}
and she longed to wrap the ENTIRE WORLD
within her 'motherly' embrace.....
to assuage their pain.....
to comfort and feed them.....
so that they would walk in
the light of 'security and illumination'........
relationships puzzled her though, nonetheless.....
she did not possess the understanding of
the movements, made by 'others'.....
or rather.....
she DID UNDERSTAND......
but she vehemently disagreed !!
TRY AS SHE WOULD TO ERADICATE
HER NAGGING,
'KNOWING ness'.......
and so.....
her behavior came across as BULLYING...
even though it wasn't exactly bullying......
it was more like 'TELLING'.......
with a side of 'extreme nonnegotiablity' !!
hmmm....
maybe she was bullying just a bit .:}}
she would try to don that pair of debutante, white gloves.....
for the moment....
do you suppose that the gloves from the 'social register'....
came in a special edition
'FOR JEWS' ???
the indefatigable way that she MADE HER POINT......
TAKING NO PRISONERS.....
she had the ability to lacerate with her words,
all the while, entrancing them with her eyes.....
with her movements.....
she was one of a kind !
of that there can be no denying....:}
and she longed to wrap the ENTIRE WORLD
within her 'motherly' embrace.....
to assuage their pain.....
to comfort and feed them.....
so that they would walk in
the light of 'security and illumination'........
relationships puzzled her though, nonetheless.....
she did not possess the understanding of
the movements, made by 'others'.....
or rather.....
she DID UNDERSTAND......
but she vehemently disagreed !!
TRY AS SHE WOULD TO ERADICATE
HER NAGGING,
'KNOWING ness'.......
and so.....
her behavior came across as BULLYING...
even though it wasn't exactly bullying......
it was more like 'TELLING'.......
with a side of 'extreme nonnegotiablity' !!
hmmm....
maybe she was bullying just a bit .:}}
she would try to don that pair of debutante, white gloves.....
for the moment....
do you suppose that the gloves from the 'social register'....
came in a special edition
'FOR JEWS' ???
there are many, opposing aspects to the situation.....
how does one truly 'gage' the RIGHT THING to do ?
and WHEN to do it ?
are the answers to life's extreme dilemmas,
buried somewhere inside of our own hearts ?
are we FED the solutions, while we dream at night ?
waking up, KNOWING, full well, how to move forward ?
whom shall we trust, in order to advise and comfort us,
toward the "ultimate good".....
the GREATER GOOD..,,,
within an "ECONOMY OF MEANS" ?
EFFICIENTLY.....
without unnecessary casualty.....
or melodrama.......
it is precisely in these times,
that we can and MUST
turn to GOD....
we ask that he 'hold our hand'......
while we swim upstream....
against great force and current.....
and that he imbue us with
STRENGTH,
FORTITUDE,
and a lack of
'need for vindication'.....
and then, i suppose, my loves.......
we just
"LET GO and LET GOD"......
with our faith intact...
with our head held high....
with our HEART OPEN WIDE......
yes.....
that's the answer !
"LET GO AND LET GOD".......
and WHEN to do it ?
are the answers to life's extreme dilemmas,
buried somewhere inside of our own hearts ?
are we FED the solutions, while we dream at night ?
waking up, KNOWING, full well, how to move forward ?
whom shall we trust, in order to advise and comfort us,
toward the "ultimate good".....
the GREATER GOOD..,,,
within an "ECONOMY OF MEANS" ?
EFFICIENTLY.....
without unnecessary casualty.....
or melodrama.......
it is precisely in these times,
that we can and MUST
turn to GOD....
we ask that he 'hold our hand'......
while we swim upstream....
against great force and current.....
and that he imbue us with
STRENGTH,
FORTITUDE,
and a lack of
'need for vindication'.....
and then, i suppose, my loves.......
we just
"LET GO and LET GOD"......
with our faith intact...
with our head held high....
with our HEART OPEN WIDE......
yes.....
that's the answer !
"LET GO AND LET GOD".......
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
and she was wind blown and 'war torn'....
as if she'd been riding in a convertible for years,
with the top down.....
while gangsters in 'unmarked vans' threw grenades and lilacs...
you read correctly !
LILACS....
for in the end of the day, it wasn't really ALL SO BAD.....
there were flowers on the road of her life.....
big bunches of flowers.....
with aroma and chorophyll to smooth the 'wrinkles' on the
800 thread count comforter of her sojourn......
it's a pretty metaphor...:}
makes me smile......
and so.....
with each passing day,
obstacles would appear, in order that she RE THINK the 'obvious'.....
and rethink she DID...
round and round she went....
circling her own thoughts and feelings,
until one could not see the beginning......
nor fathom the end......
in any case.....
hers was a HEADY MISSION.....
filled with chagrin and SUGAR PIE and mathematical equation.......
and
'BASKETS FILLED WITH POLITICAL UNREST'....
but GOD never gives us a job to do,
which we are incapable of doing.....
and so.....
she moved 'hawkishly forward'.....
through the entrapments......
through the sandstorms and ever through the
CAMEL DUNG.....
where, indeed, WAS SHE, after all ?
had she finally arrived at that 'point of demarcation'?
there was a man, in a prayer shawl.......
in the distance....
blowing a SHOFAR.....
and on the opposite horizon....
there was a 'robed' figure in 'child pose'......
on a mat...
bent in prayer of some sort.....
AND SHE WAS SMACK IN THE MIDDLE !!
well.....
let's be honest.....
she was a tad to the right !
with the top down.....
while gangsters in 'unmarked vans' threw grenades and lilacs...
you read correctly !
LILACS....
for in the end of the day, it wasn't really ALL SO BAD.....
there were flowers on the road of her life.....
big bunches of flowers.....
with aroma and chorophyll to smooth the 'wrinkles' on the
800 thread count comforter of her sojourn......
it's a pretty metaphor...:}
makes me smile......
and so.....
with each passing day,
obstacles would appear, in order that she RE THINK the 'obvious'.....
and rethink she DID...
round and round she went....
circling her own thoughts and feelings,
until one could not see the beginning......
nor fathom the end......
in any case.....
hers was a HEADY MISSION.....
filled with chagrin and SUGAR PIE and mathematical equation.......
and
'BASKETS FILLED WITH POLITICAL UNREST'....
but GOD never gives us a job to do,
which we are incapable of doing.....
and so.....
she moved 'hawkishly forward'.....
through the entrapments......
through the sandstorms and ever through the
CAMEL DUNG.....
where, indeed, WAS SHE, after all ?
had she finally arrived at that 'point of demarcation'?
there was a man, in a prayer shawl.......
in the distance....
blowing a SHOFAR.....
and on the opposite horizon....
there was a 'robed' figure in 'child pose'......
on a mat...
bent in prayer of some sort.....
AND SHE WAS SMACK IN THE MIDDLE !!
well.....
let's be honest.....
she was a tad to the right !
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
re directing the 'indignation'.....
assiduously attempting NOT TO SOUND 'posthumous' or 'corny',
(or as if i'm quoting from the YOGA SUTRA!).....
the sheer reserve of 'PURE INDIGNATION'....
housed, 'everso-TIGHTLY',
within the 'solar plexus' chakra..,
can begin to, literally, ERODE and rob the body
of essential, GOOD ENERGY.....
as well as the powers of
'MANIFESTATION'.....
'ALCHEMICAL TRANSMUTATION', etc......
nonetheless.....
we have a CHOICE...
WE REALLY DO.....
WE CAN REDIRECT OUR ENERGY.....
in sustainable and productive manner...
for we are, after all, animals with SUPER INTELLIGENCE...
we need simply 'tap in' to the ''esoteric WE' (she)....
for SHE is right there....
next to us....
seated on a feather pillow,
made of the finest, silken embroidery.....
ROYAL BLUE SILK.....
SHE appears to be making something....
her hands are 'busy',
with the delicate artwork.....
SHE is ,
in fact,
creating 'MASSIVE BRAIN CELLS'....
MORE POTENT PROFUNDITIES.....
for us to SHARE.....
to roll from our tongues.....
in order for us to 'RECONOITTER the CONSPICUOUS'......
we can choose to channel ALL of this
frustration, indignation, and essential feeling of 'POWERLESS ness'....
into PURE POWER....
as if we are re charging a battery.....
simply put......
one need only have....
'FAITH'....
faith in the higher power of 'HUMANITY' ....
DON'T BE AFRAID TO 'PROVOKE'
THE
'EXISTENTIAL POTENTIAL'....
she awaits ....:}}
(or as if i'm quoting from the YOGA SUTRA!).....
the sheer reserve of 'PURE INDIGNATION'....
housed, 'everso-TIGHTLY',
within the 'solar plexus' chakra..,
can begin to, literally, ERODE and rob the body
of essential, GOOD ENERGY.....
as well as the powers of
'MANIFESTATION'.....
'ALCHEMICAL TRANSMUTATION', etc......
nonetheless.....
we have a CHOICE...
WE REALLY DO.....
WE CAN REDIRECT OUR ENERGY.....
in sustainable and productive manner...
for we are, after all, animals with SUPER INTELLIGENCE...
we need simply 'tap in' to the ''esoteric WE' (she)....
for SHE is right there....
next to us....
seated on a feather pillow,
made of the finest, silken embroidery.....
ROYAL BLUE SILK.....
SHE appears to be making something....
her hands are 'busy',
with the delicate artwork.....
SHE is ,
in fact,
creating 'MASSIVE BRAIN CELLS'....
MORE POTENT PROFUNDITIES.....
for us to SHARE.....
to roll from our tongues.....
in order for us to 'RECONOITTER the CONSPICUOUS'......
we can choose to channel ALL of this
frustration, indignation, and essential feeling of 'POWERLESS ness'....
into PURE POWER....
as if we are re charging a battery.....
simply put......
one need only have....
'FAITH'....
faith in the higher power of 'HUMANITY' ....
DON'T BE AFRAID TO 'PROVOKE'
THE
'EXISTENTIAL POTENTIAL'....
she awaits ....:}}
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