Thursday, September 2, 2010

she had tried so hard to tell them......

but they had simply shrugged her lamentations and warnings off....
as if she were speaking gibberish.....
or some foreign tongue even......
unrecognizable...irrational.....

she possessed that kind of 'knowing' ,
which left one feeling categorically 'allienated'...
as nobody really wanted or needed to get involved.....

she had begged them to help her....
they had ignored her pleas,,,,

and now....
OF COURSE.....
her every prophesy had come "UNILATERALLY TRUE"....
GOSPEL.....
according to the woman, branded with the 'scarlet letter'.....

who was really to blame here ???

was it the man with the over-sized, Napoleonic ego ???

or the crazy, dried up, old hag.......
with the delusion of being
SOMEONE SIGNIFICANT ???

was it the worthless.....
AND I DO MEAN ""WORTHLESS""
 EXCUSE
OF A MOTHER ??
that frantic, nasty RODENT of a woman ??

or was it the narcissistic padre ??
ever busy in his own ARENA ???

the only thing, at this point, that was crystal clear....
is that SHE......
the "sumptuous prophetess"....
had earned those kudos and niceties the HARD WAY.....
IT WAS ABOUT TIME
SHE BE RECOGNIZED AS
A LEADER IN THE FREE WORLD !!!!

YES !!!
YES !!!

the golden trophies were being handed out....
to the 'special ones'.....

she would keep hers 'perched'
 upon the windowsill of the new apartment........
as a tribute to her exceptional ability to persevere........

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