i can hear them CHANTING and YODELING and.....

LAMENTING......
right inside of MY LIVING ROOM....
they just have NO BOUNDARIES.....
and they are draped, from head to tow, in those black robes.....
and their faces are covered.....
and......
 I CAN'T........I JUST CAN'T......

i don't want to feel what i feel.....
'violated'...'unprotected'.....'victimized'......

i want to feel big, pink buckets of LOVE....
for ALL MANKIND......

but i can't.....

they blow things up , for god's sake !!!

there is NO ROOM FOR ERROR,
 when it comes to these people......
one 'RANDOM' mis 'step'.......
and you are,
 literally,
 BLASTED into thousands of pieces of
flesh and sinew and SHARDED glass......
and EYEBALL SOCKETS.....

just because you walked into a
PIZZA PARLOR
or a cafe or a
 BARNES AND NOBLE...........

what kind of MISGUIDED world are we living in,
where they are attempting to have
'DIALOGUES'
 with these people ???

dialogues to WHAT END ??

perhaps the writing seems inappropriate or HATEFUL.....

it's NOT.......

it's SAD and frustrated and continuously shocked......

by the audacity of the people who
 SEEM
 to be in power.....

I DON'T WANT TO LIVE IN FEAR.......
I DESPERATELY DON'T WANT MY CHILDREN TO LIVE IN FEAR.........

and further......

I DON'T WANT A FREAKING FALAFEL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

JUST STOP THE INCESSANT 'YODELING' !!!!!!!!!!

blue sky and hamburgers are on the menu....

as memorials are revisited.....
blue.....
to match the flag....
the flag(s)....:}
we remember our men and women who fought,
 in order to sustain our
ability to
 CHOOSE THE WRONG CANDIDATE !!!!
:}}

nonetheless.....

freedom is golden.....
and the swimming pool is crystaline....
and our hair gets a bit 'frizzy'....
but so what !!
we are FREE....

free to live.....
free to choose.....
free to inherit the 'good ness' that, ultimately, is HUMANITY.....

'they', the tadpoles,
 are just lagging behind,
 my fellow patriots....
plain and simple...

'THEY' CANNOT  BE AS

 'QUICK ON THE UPTAKE'

as WE are......

perhaps we can feel some semblence of 'PITY'...
or weirdly,
EMPATHY.....
or maybe just TOLERANCE........

if only
THEY'D GET THE F**K OUT OF OUR WAY !!!!

and as push came to shove.....

the barn door was, FINALLY,  opened wide....
and ALL THE PIGS came piling out......
falling all over one another......
as their fat , short legs became intertwined .....
and a kind of 'TWISTER FOR PIGS' occurred....
it was NOT a pretty sight !

all the while......
the crowd cheered and cried and guffawed.....
as they had been waiting for soooo long
 to witness the calamitous 'circus'......

and the PIGS wore badges of honour, hanging from
blue ribbons....
as they had, in fact, won them in the
'HOGs GONE WILD' competition,
only last year.....

it's quite interesting, really,
 how dillusional a PIG can become.....
the king of HELL.....in a way.....

victorious only in that SWINE CONTEST.....
but ANY ATTENTION was better than NO ATTENTION......

so the crowd threw corn cobs and live 'feed' and frog's legs.....
at the PINK BEASTS.......

and the radio played,
 "he ain't heavy......he's my brother"......

and in summation, one would have to agree....

that it may be better, after all is said and done......
to keep one's 'snout clean'.......

if you're a pig......

she had a mouth like a truck driver....

 this was FACT.....
NOT OPINION...:}
and yet,
 her verbiage,
 her ability to create a vignette.....
from words alone....
was impeccable.....

nonetheless....
she could simply NOT
 pull back those 'punches'......
in the way that the others seemed to....
for 'fear' and 'hesitation' were most certainly not
part of her genetic code.....

'sugar coated 'niceties''
were foreign objects to her.....

and she had paid the price,
 INDEED
for most of her life....
 for these
 'indiscretions of speech'........
of 'decorum'.....
for these BREACHES IN ETIQUETTE...


and somehow,
inadvertantly...

she had SEVERELY 'MISLED' the crowd....
**
(important to note here that
the crowd were a  'simple people'...
their vision, poor things, was limited.....
they could NOT see through the extraneous 'silliness').....
TRY AS THEY WOULD....

hence.....
it 'appeared' as though
 she was NOT,
 perhaps,
 'WORTHY' or 'MERITOUS' of the gold.....
( of the 'alchemized' gold)......

the very gold that SHE, herself, HAD ALCHEMIZED !!

but in point of fact,
there was NOONE MORE WORTHY .....
and so.....

 as the marionettes began to 'fiddle' that old song...
her 'MASTER TEACHERS' appeared....
and began to suck and vacuum
 ANYTHING and EVERYTHING of 'lower' calibration.......
 DIRECTLY 'OUT' of her energetic field.....
(approximately TEN MILES in all directions).....

UP AND DOWN THE 'VERTICAL CHANNEL', to be precise.......

and her face became 'ANGELIC' in its beauty....
soft.....childlike.....
and her EYES were,
 once again,
 POOLS OF GREEN and BLUE liquid......
hypnotic.....
all-knowing......
young.....
and exceptionally 'GOOD'.....

she had been imbued with a gift....
she could, in fact,
create SOMETHING from NOTHING.....
a rare gift indeed......

A 'CHERISHED' GIFT......
that 'they' couldn't help but sense,
 when they were in her presence......

but what should she do NOW ?
the question truly plagued her.....

for she could MOVE MOUNTAINS,
psychokinetically.....

this was a GIVEN......

she could predict the outcome of the
 'superfluous melodrama'.....
YEARS in advance....

perhaps it was not a GIFT after all.....

i mean, seriously....

who really wants to KNOW EVERYTHING ?

it hurts....
it bruises...

and it had set her apart from the others.....
to be sure.....

A 'complex and multi dimensional' GIFT.....

WORLD PEACE, indeed,
seemed, somehow,
 within reach....

what to do ??

so she did what she always did.......
when needing time to process the data.....

she wished her 'fair readers'........

"SHABBAT SHALOM"
 from her perch inside her 'ivory tower'....:}}

and as, "I TOLD YOU SO"......

came temptingly close to
 'ROLLING OUT OF MY MOUTH'......
i swallowed that
 'idiom'.....
washed it back with
a thick, cold schlitz...
pressed it wayyyy back into my 'LARYNX'.....
and kept it there....
 (momentarily anyway !)...

for it appears
THAT,
 in the very end of the day....
people will follow their OWN, SAD path....
adhering ONLY,
 and i do mean ONLY,
 to their 'UNIQUE' set of beliefs and values....
regardless of 'external input'......
REGARDLESS OF CASUALTIES.....
REGARDLESS OF HISTORY....

the hienas are LAUGHING HYSTERICALLY.....
as 'roadkill sandwiches' are served up......
with plenty of mustard....
on buns made of the finest 'leather'...

i can't remember where the silly,  'old hen'.....
left her hairspray !!!

or where the shofar was blown during the
" yom kippur war".....

nonetheless........
WE 'ATONE' FOR OUR SINS......

scripted and 'so ordered'.....

DILEMMA unfolding......

it is 'DESPERATELY UNJUST'....
 at very least....
to be in a PERPETUAL STATE.....
of
'quagmire' and dilemma.....

nail-biting, teeth clenching 'DILEMMA'.....

the human condition is FRAUGHT
with issue and circumstance
and PROBLEMATIC
 'yuckiness'.....

to the extent that we become
 essentially
 paralyzed....
 by
 'detail' and 'pomp'......
hence....
we worry and dissect and analyze and consider.....
ad nauseum....

we fall asleep with
the weight of the WORLD
on our very small shoulders...
only to wake up and realize....
that the weight has turned to 'TONNAGE'......

and that we need a 'FORKLIFT',
JUST IN ORDER TO GET OUT OF BED !!

and to what end, my friends ?

what can OUR sleepless nights really do,
 in order to aid in the 'rehabilitation' of
 'THE GREATER GOOD' ?
puzzling and eratic thoughts stream from our
 'dream state'.....
directly into our state of
 awakening......
and so on.......

and we continue upon this path of
'absurdly, quantified 'repetition''.....
quite predictably so.....

where will the FALLOUT take place ?

when will the BELL, in fact, TOLL ?

and for WHOME ?

you walk in.....

and sit down...

and then 'they' walk in .....

and before you know it,

 the avalanche
 of information
 comes spilling ALL OVER you......

ALL AROUND YOU....

in 'technicolor'.....
wet, dripping technicolor......
graphic and explicit and somehow,
 'heartwrenching'......

 the words and sentiments are being 'hurled' at you....

shocking you,

but NOT....

and you knew it !!

you knew it !!!

but try as you would to make them listen,
they just COULDN'T hear you.......

UCH !!

and now....
there's this MESS of casualty and debris.....
for YOU to clean up !!!

as if !!

you could have made such a profound impact on them,
 had they just let you in......

and now they are sad and alone.....

with your words ,
echoing in their ears....
ringing and reverberating in their heads....

and you don't even have the DESIRE to GLOAT.....
because you FEEL sympathy for them.......

they would be surprised, indeed,
 at what  you feel......

AHHH......

such is life .....

survival of the fittest.....

and you, woman,
 are in EXTREME, SURVIVAL MODE !!!

all is not lost.....

perhaps, through some kind of 'miraculous osmosis',
 they can achieve this mode as well.....

here's hoping.... :}

may they be blessed with the light of redemption and clarity....

and the world turns on its 'ever-shocking' axis.....

and dogs continue to 'bite'......
and babies continue to 'cry'......
and couples continue to split up......

and we wait, with bated breath,
 for answers to RIDDLES.....
perpetual riddles and quandries.....
and....
as ever.....

the fairies are whistling and singing and 'prancing'....

for they had,
 in point of fact,

predicted ALL of which has come to pass....

the fairies have a right to be 'smug', after all.......

it's uncanny really.....
they ALWAYS know.....

so the curtain is being 'called'....

as MOHAMMED continues to 'try' to
 "come to the mountain"....

(but he can't !)

what is going on, people ???

it would appear that MESSIAH
 is FINALLY on his way.......

so it would appear......

that land.....

the one,
  'overflowing' with 'milk and honey'....

WHY would they want to TAKE IT from us ??
it is, after all is said and done,

OUR BIRTHRIGHT.....
OUR THEOLOGY....
OUR 'HEART'.....

why would ANYONE want to, maliciously and willfully,
 TAKE OUR 'HEART'  away ?

it is incomprehensible really....
it's as if 'they' (the robbers)
 have 'teams of technicians'....
WAITING.......
in white, lab coats......
equipped with 'ice chests'....
arriving stealthily,
 in in the middle of the night.....
with the SOLE PURPOSE of extricating OUR HEART !!!
and then planning to keep it 'on ice'....
so that it continues to pump blood and history;;
through its arteries.....
somehow.....

oddly presuming that WE WON'T NOTICE....

TO WHAT END ??, i ask....

are they being cruel, or misguided, or just plain EVIL ?

WHAT ARE THEY DOING ???
WHAT ARE THEY THINKING ??

ARE they thinking ???

NO !!!!!!!!!

THEY CANNOT HAVE OUR LAND !!!!!!!
NO !!!!!!!!!

this land,
'our promise'
was 'gifted' to us,
in order that we would perpetuate and fulfill the covenant....
in order that 'milk and honey' would continue to flow....

for generations to come.....

i am not intending to wax 'poetic' or 'prolific'....
profundity eludes me completely,
 when the 'incredulous disconcertion'
of the plight of 'my people'
permeates the air space.....

the space thick with fog and muck and blasphemy.....

THEY SIMPLY CANNOT have our heart !!

of this you can be certain....

on social networking and the internet.....

it occurs to me, and i'm sure to you as well,
from time to time....
that the internet creates a kind of potential
 'platform for FRAUD'.....
that while there exists a 'photo' of a gorgeous creature on the
 'EVER ILLUMINED PROFILE'.....
in reality, there can be a 'hunch back with NO TEETH'......
on the other end of the computer....
it's cause for concern, as we WANT TO BELIEVE that these
'heroes' of ours
 ARE WHAT THEY SAY THEY ARE.....
but something in the back of our minds tells us differently......
nonetheless.....
we continue to 'perpetuate the illusion'.....
teaming up with 'kwasimoto'....
as it were....
because his WORDS affect us....
his words pierce through our THICK SKIN....
and so what if he's not MS. UNIVERSE .....
so what !!
his concepts and his ability to sway the viewers with 'brass tacks'
and SHOCK VALUE....
make him worthy of note......
it's a different world that we live in today....
'airbrushing' is all the rage.....

and one never really can tell......

where that next, succulent slice of
RED VELVET CAKE
 will come from.....
in fact, one could,
 hypothetically,
open a taxi door....
or
walk SMACK into a PROFESSIONAL BAKER on the street...
or
find it in a BANK...
or a vault....
or underneath the love seat in the 'drawing room'.....
is it a  COMMUNIST SYMBOL ??
IS IT LIKE  A 'FAIR LADY',
in waiting ???
where will your 'sweet' appear ?
WHEN will it ???
HOW ?
and what will you DO when it shows its ''red'ness' at night ??
or at 3 pm, for that matter !
what will you do ?
stand by a glowing,ROMANTIC  fountain,
and KISS ?
or RUN FOR COVER ???
will it live up to your expectations of delicious ness ?
DIVE IN, WOMAN !!!
how bad can it be ????

history repeating itself......

take a step back.....
reflect upon your life, thus far....
your victories.....
your failures......
and you will surely see......
without exception......
that the VERY SAME PATTERNING.....
 is in place......
OVER AND OVER again.....

to the point, almost,
 where it becomes ,
 unequivocally,
 "predictable".....
only by virtue of its 'redundance'.....

it's interesting to note here
that one can actually be TOTALLY AWARE....
of previous 'patterning'......
(the less than productive type!)
hence, assuming that once the behavior is RECOGNIZED...
and accounted for.......
it will disappear, and make way for new, self actualized, and balanced
behavior.....
but NO, my friends......
"au contraire".....
the opposite occurs.....
we eventually do the VERY SAME THING.......
again and again......
and since it appears to be 'packaged differently'....
we allow ourselves to THINK.....
albeit for just a moment......
that we have broken our pattern of self destruction, etc......

all the while,
with some kind of 'red flag' waving in the recesses of our mind's eye.....

only to wake up.....
the next morning.....
realizing, full well, that history has, somehow,
 'ducked' in,
beneath the covers....
while we were 'asleep'......
and SHE has taken HER throne and scepter back......

reclaiming our DNA for her very own.....
as it were........

and so it goes......

and as i opened my eyes......

the INCREDIBLE

 infusion of 'light'.....

 made me feel,

almost immediately,

"transcendental"....

"alchemical" even....

with the deliciously exhaulted,

visceral benefit of....

seeming to be drenched .....

from head to toe.....

in "pure ascension" ......

"liquified ascension"....

i can still remember the aftermath of this illustrious,

"transmutational  exchange".....

it was as if an

 'angelic, sooothing , SILVER entity'.....

had taken over completely....

harps seemed to be playing in the distance....

and one could almost SMELL .....

the pungent scent of 'orange zest'....

when you were but an infant....

i gave you water and milk and love......
and the ability to place your head upon my heart.....
to breath my rhythm into your nostrils....
and hence, into your system....

when you were a toddler...
i gave you packets of tissues to blow that little nose with...
and sandwhiches from your favorite deli.....
and big birthday parties with 'un scary' clowns......
and the ability to place your head upon my heart......

when you were an adolescent.....
i gave you your first box of tampons...
and the chance to borrow (and keep!) my blow dryer.....
and i gave you magazines galore....
and still.....
 the ability to place your head upon my heart......

when you were a teen....
i gave you a phone....
and a computer....
and i kept tabs on you....
and i had your crazy friends over......
and i traveled with you.....
and still.....
i gave you my heart to rest upon......

and now......
you are grown.....
and i need to lay my head upon YOUR HEART.....
but alas.....
you are nowhere to be found....

so i lay my head upon my pillow.....
and i weep tears of sorrow and inequity.....

as the years go by....
and the time is lost 'in perpetuity'......

i love my blog !!!

because i can say EVERYTHING that i want and need to say.....
WHENEVER i feel compelled to do so.....
with no backlash.....or at least, none that i can feel...:}};;;

as yet !!

i love my blog !!!!!

because i can make you stand on your tiptoes....
and shake your head......
all the while, wondering if i meant what it
"sounded like i meant !!"...

or....
if you are simply READING TOO MUCH INTO IT !!!

i can write about clowns and politics and sex and matzoh balls.......
and louis vuitton bags and blue water and divorces........
and i can write about sardinia and plum pudding and purim....
and about "GOD".....
and metaphysics.....
and eggplant.......

because i CAN !!!!

AND SO......
my gorgeous readers.....

i 'highly' recomend blogging your  hearts out !!!
driving that exhaulted 'stream of consciousness'  back home.......

its truly the 'ultimate', cathartic move......
on the newfangled 'chessboard' of your 'cyber life'.....

will people never learn their lessons ????

round and round they go......
ridiculously so.....
it's  that" 'AA'  thing.....

"what's the definion of insanity ?"
"doing the same thing
OVER AND OVER.....
and expecting
DIFFERENT RESULTS !"

its like the dog who chases her tail in circles...

people are so absurdly optimistic.....
after so MANY falls....

they continue to skate through ice and broken glass....
NAKED.....
in the perpetual hope that
 'THEY WON'T GET SCRATCHED !!'

it's a dilemna for me.....
as i emapathize greatly with their plight....

and i WISH THEM all the
"luck and treasures and love"...
i really do.....

but they seem so unevolved....
like they missed that day in school when we learned how to COPE....

was that SCHOOL ??
or was it
"the school of life" ??

well.....
in any case....

"DIVE IN".......
it appears that it's an inevitability....

try.....try again !!
my best hopes are with you.....

 but DUDE.......
 'break' that fall,
if you can    :}}}
maybe wear knee pads....
or just.....
bring a bandaid,
 for GOD's sake !!!

as i sit upon my 'glass perch'....

high up above the blue, blue ocean.....
it occurs to me....
that in the best case scenario,
heaven would look like this.....
endless and blue and tranquil and ALIVE...

with ripples and waves....
and the 'heady scent' of  'bananas and cream'.......

and those clouds.....those puffy, billowy entities up there.....
they would be the 'angels'.....
playing theirs harps and mandolines.....and such.....

there are PERFECT moments in life.....
where the essential
 'feng shui'
 is  ABSOLUTELY ALIGNED.....
and where MERCURY has perfunctorily
 gone DIRECT....:}}

this, my friends, is one of those moments.....

SHABBAT SHALOM.....
may your dreams be filled with BLUE OCEAN......

i love you......

and stories of the woman in the red coat.....

continue to enrapture listeners....
around dinner tables and bonfires and social clubs alike....

she was MAGNIFICENT..
with her porcelain-like skin and her violet blue, almond shaped eyes.....
overshadowed by HUGE, VOLUPTUOUS 'lash extensions'....
she had ALL THE MOVES....:}}

she was a vision in red....
elegant,  lithe and sanguine......
with a 'flirtatious' lilt in her voice...
and puffy, pink, kissable lips......

the men were CRAZY FOR HER....
her mere existence made them CRAZY....
it couldn't be helped.....
(try as she would to ' DE emphasize' her considerable 'assets)....

and yet....
even with EVERYTHING.......
and it
DID APPEAR AS THOUGH SHE HAD 'EVERYTHING'....

LOVE continued to elude her......

i've been thinking about 'stockholm syndrome'

and of how the one who is 'abused'....
or rather....
the one who WAS abused....
 must be left
with a very blurry sense  of 'right and wrong'....
(with regard to how THEY were treated)
and , i suppose, of how they WILL BE TREATED....
going forward.....
a sort of 'SOUL DISMORPHEA'......
and of how weirdly, intensified  their feelings of guilt and remorse
must be......
even retroactively....
ESPECIALLY RETROACTIVELY.....
completely blaming themselves
 for the'torture' that was inflicted....
'albeit insidiously'.....
 upon them....

and i've been likening that whole SYNDROME....
to a that of a PRISONER.....
who finally gets out of jail......
after a veritable lifetime 'inside'....
and of how it must be utterly freightening and 'paralyzing' even.......
to suddenly be FREE....
without authority breathing down one's neck......

i suppose that this same set of diagnostics
 can be
associated with really ANY scenario,
whereby the gauntlet of authority changes hands......

divorce.....
winning the lottery....
death.....

people are SOFT....
sensitive.....
easily wounded....
possible irreparable......

i'm just sayin'.....

the child sleeps...

for even as he has grown....
into a somewhat 'man ish' being....
he is, after all,
 the 'baby' of the clan....
adept at the social 'hoo haa'...
but finally...
resolutely so...
'the baby'......
with his round face and freckled, pug nose.....
with his silly voices and rowdy pals.....
and with his CONSTANT CURIOSITY....
on life.....
and on love...
and on basic, Aristotilian observation.....
and he leaves in the morning with great hope.....
and a wad of cash in his pocket....
and a 'carb free' snack....or two...:}
and we ADORE HIM.....
our little man....
our little'BOY WONDER'....
with the problems of the world.....
stacked just atop his shoulders.....
the shoulders of a boy,
straining, already, from the weight of the
"ever present"
 BACKPACK....
an urbane legend.....no question about it......
round and round he goes.......

on mothers....

she was there when you needed her...
and more often than not,
she was there , regardless...:}
she regailed her friends
with
aneccdotes about your life...
and shied away from sharing the
'embarassments' and
the
'less-than-perfect'
moments....
she scolded and nagged and fretted over your 'indiscretions'.....
and she 'yipped and yodeled'
over your 'said' accomplishments...
ahhhh.....
the love of your 'MOTHER'....
invasive and yet....'welcome'....
never GOOD ENOUGH.....
but wonderfully 'perfect'in its 'whole ness'....
she held you in her bosom....
as you wept....
and she nourished you
through flus and 'divorces'.....
with those INCREDIBLE hands.....
the ones that only SHE possessed...

and now....
she is older and more frail...
and not nearly so 'high and mighty'...
as in her day...
and still her love for you shines
'magnificently'
upon her face....

and you are, as ever,
like a 'babe' in her arms...

may she live 'til 120 ....

with love....
on MOTHER'S DAY.....

and we have lifted our faces 'upwards'.....

and the PURE WONDER and
INTIMATE 'FORCE' from 'above'....
has PIERCED the mellifluous veil....
and HAS, in fact,
'ENTERED'
INTO US....
as though a
'CASCADE' of 'light' and
'ethereal illumination'...
is 'running'(as a river)...
through the 'INSIDE' of us....
and INADVERTANTLY....
'POURING'
over us.....
from atop the 'crown chakra'...
clearly coming from a 'MYSTICAL pitcher'
ON HIGH !!
"what is this 'force'"....
you ask?
THIS, my loves,
is....
"DIVINITY"....
'in a sort of GELATINOUS...
and TRANSLUCENT form....
'assuaging' our souls and
'enlightening' our pathway HOME....
and we are so fortunate !!
to have believed...
against all odds....
against turmoil and
'DEEP, DARK angst'....
to have continued,
albeit with great effort....
to achieve and maintain and hold onto....
our 'treasured and arduous'
STREAM OF ENERGETIC FIELD.....

THEY threw stones at us,
in order to beat us into
'resigned submission'.....
we almost COLLAPSED, in fact...
from the bloody cuts and bruises....
created by the 'stone throwers'....

but.....
YES !!!
the 'charlatans' have met their matches...
(from above)....
and we have WON THE WAR !!
on pain and suffering...
and 'poverty'...
and 'dis memberment'......

and the 'promised land' is OURS
for the taking !!!

and WE can NOW determine and GUIDE
the goals and aspirations
of the people..
OF 'OUR PEOPLE'.....

and this is esoteric stuff...
the stuff that separates
US from THEM....
as it were......

and all is as it 'rightfully' should be...
because we HAVE continued to
serve our 'faith'...
upon a silver platter.....
delicately garnished...
with FLOWERS and SUGAR AND LAVENDER....

and so it is.......

fortuitous is he....

who walks in the 'esteemed' company of GOD....
for he, in these moments,
has the capacity
to move MOUNTAINS...
to essentially 'MAKE RAIN'....
he of the 'faithful heart'....
he of 'limitless optimism'.....
for in 'EVERY SINGLE'
MOMENT OF NEED.....
GOD has shown his hand to him...
as if to 'pull' him UP
from the turbulent water....
as a 'life raft'....
a buoy......
it is 'his' responsibility however,
to SEE that 'ethereal hand' extended....
to GRAB it, gratefully...
WITH VICISSITUDE....
to HOLD on everso TIGHTLY
and to
ALLOW HIMSELF TO BE SAVED.....

it is as though we are 'slaves' once again....

what is the difference,
pray tell,
between
being 'enslaved' in a country....
(let's use 'EGYPT', for argument's sake).....
as SLAVES , literally.....
and...
being locked in a cage,
surrounded by 'invisibal bars' ??

it is beginning to feel, in THIS COUNTRY....
as though we are, in fact, prisoners...
prisoners of war...
of theological unrest....
prisoners of 'democracy'....
that DEMOCRACY ,
wrapping its spiderlike
arms and legs around our necks...
sqqqqueeeezing us into submission....

we must SUBMIT to piracy and
'megalomaniacal tyranny'
or LOSE EVERYTHING.....

these are the TERMS on the ever proverbial
"SHABBAT TABLE"....
a plethora of 'lesser of evils'.....
no choice AT ALL !!!

my soul is crying....
tears of anguish for 'my people'...
for ALL of us....

for we are, indeed,
in EXILE....

our 'promised land' continues to 'quiver'....
with the anticipation of our
RETURN....
against all odds...
in the face of extremity and threat....

we will dance in the streets !!!
we will reign supreme !!!
for GOD is watching us......

and we go back.....

and we are quite surprised at how much we actually
're member'....
we are, after all, 'SEASONED'..
(if you will)......
and it doesn't really even seem
'daunting'....
nor insanely challenging....

this is NOT to be misconstrued as a
'put down' whatsoever...
nor 'dis respect'of any kind.....

au contraire, mon fraire !!

what it seems.....
what it FEELS like,
rather.....

is pure,
"GESTAULT"....
just coming full circle....

organic...karmic....retroactive.......

but with 'boatloads'
of 'CADRE'
and 'paprika'
and
"ROLODEX"....:}}}
(let's face it !)....

WE ARE on our way 'HOME AT LAST'...
but all grown up...
ready to face up, own up, and SHUT UP !!!

and away we go !!!!!!!!!!!

it's all really just 'QUANTUM PHYSICS'......

in the final analysis....
when all calcucations and configurations have been 'weighed in' on....(HEAVILY).....
all that really seems to MATTER.....
is 'MATTER'.....
energetic synergy....
particles and ions and 'fireflies'....
dancing in rhythmic 'patterns'...
aflow.....
situating ,
in order to 'enhance' the 'status quo'....
to 'MIX THINGS UP'...
as it were....
reconnoitering even 'the conspicuous'....
while making some small attempt
at 'alchemical transmutation'....
making 'matter' into 'GOLD DUST'....
QUANTUM PHYSICS...
yes, indeed.....

and on and on.....

the wheels of 'fortune' and 'mystery'
and 'calamitous scenario'
continue to go......
and WHEN they stop....
WE ALREADY KNOW !!!
they stop when 'ENOUGH IS ENOUGH'....
and when X's are creating NEW X's...
and when 'XBOX' IS NOT THE ONLY 'game in town'....
they stop when hair becomes 'overly straightened'...
and humidity is seeping inward at startling rates...
and they stop when
'the shit 'TRULY' hits the fan' !!!

are you writing this down ???
you really ought to be taking 'COPIOUS NOTES !!
(just sayin')

round and round....
like chirping hyenas on 'FUNNY DAYS'....
on and on and on....
spiraling....
electrifying.
frying the eggs on the griddles of 'yesteryear'.....

on the 'DOWN LOW'...
to be sure....
on the WAY down low....

out of sight....out of SIGHT....

out of mind, you say ???

well, yes....
and then some....

did you know that FISH LAUGH ???

just a little 'snippet' from my new book....."Bad Charisma"

doc/ "Bad Charisma"/ Toby Gotesman Schneier

to see evil....
to recognize it as such...
to then , knowingly, work to eradicate and expunge it FROM 'our' collective 'midst'...
COURAGEOUS, ILLUMINED,and HEROIC....
the 'behavioral stuff' that LEADERS are made of....

NOT the popular stance....

NOT EVEN the IMPOPULAR stance,
with its twisted brand of 'devil's advocation'...
the kind that 'THEY' feel so
'interestING' listening to....:)

but rather....
to take THEM out of the equation in entirety....
to say it and advOcate it
BECAUSE YOU 'FEEL' IT....
BECAUSE YOU 'KNOW' IT...
because TRUTH is greater than posthumous stance...
because taking this position fills your HEART
with LOVE and POSSIBILITY and morality.....

do it because you no longer have the
'perverse need' to POSE...

because speaking TRUTH provides,
ultimately,
a FAR MORE PROVOCATIVE and
EMBLAZONED storyline...
because directly beneath
the surface of your 'TRUTH'...
there exsists a key that unlocks the door...
to a veritable 'treasure chest'
of REAL HUMAN IDEOLOGY......