where HE is right now...
whether he's pining for me in the way that I am pining for him....
does he look the same ?
is his hair long ??
has he aged ?
perhaps there really is just ONE, GREAT LOVE in a lifetime....
perhaps everything else is but a 'stepping stone' to and from that LOVE....
should I call him ?
what if he's married or something ???
what if he's DEAD ??
how would I go on without the HOPE of seeing him again ?
this is RIDICULOUS !!
or is it ??
SHOULD I CALL ??
WHAT DO YOU THINK ??