Are we ALWAYS looking for something ELSE ?

Are we ever REALLY SATISFIED with our lot in life ?
with our choices ?
with our LOVE choices ?
Is there a BETTER LOVE just over the horizon ?
a more PROFOUND LOVE ?
a more COMPLEX LOVE ?
Was this even LOVE ?
or merely a CONVENIENCE ?
a CONCESSION ?
What of INTIMACY ?
What of FRIENDSHIP ?
Where does SEX fit into this equation ?
WHO set up the original PARAMETERS of this 'thing'
which we toss around like some random
SMURPH BALL ?