the 'gestault' of EVERYTHING..........

cycles and cycles of endless, 'boomerang' ian persuasion........
one can rest assured that 'what goes around, perfunctorily doth come around....
its as 'given' as 'death and taxes' and 'jock itch' and 'electric hair' in December in new york!!
we tend to hide, as though we are an ostrich, burying its head.....
but rest assured, my fellow birds, the very thing that nags at the back of your neck in the BEGINNING......is the VERY THING that comes back to bite you in your 'sweet ass' in the ULTIMATE END.....
I'M NOT SAYING THAT EVERYTHING ULTIMATELY ENDS!!!
far be it from me to draw a conclusion as ABSOLUTE as that!!!
well.......maybe!
but the point is......that one is actually honed in on the negatives and positives of ANY given situation, relationship, etc........from MINUTE ONE.......
one then, parenthetically, chooses, almost mechanically, which road to travel upon......
frosts words come to mind!
and that's really that.....
the sun continues to send her orange and yellow and red rays down to warm our 'halos' down here.....
and with very warm halos in tow......
well, I'm just beside myself with the possibilities!!
we could......mmm......
toast bread on our HEADS!!!!
I'm sure that there are other things we could do with OUR HOT HEADS!!!!
gotta be!!!
cant think!!
its early!!!
forever yous.......
GODDESS X

they are ALL here.......

incredibly.......fantastically.......
they are ALL here at once!!!!!
all my home skillets!!!!
back in DA hood!!!
oh, yeahhhhh........
its 'miller' time!!!
no no!!!
Yeager mysters for all!!!!
how did they ALL get here at the same time???
what on earth is going on????
its a 'noteworthy' moment when all congruent forces meet at a 'relative' apex of confluence......
sisters, brothers mine!!!
we delight in this shockingly 'WOODSTOCKian' happenstance!!!!
we.........my 'SUMMER LOVE' and me......
'WE'...........has a ring to it!!
will 'SUMMER LOVE' morph into 'autumn love'???
hmmm...

simply delicious!!!!

I'm just delirious with the heaps of 'deliciousness',
pouring over me like liquid elixir.........
raining down over my shoulders and hair and neck,


as though the the gods had taken barrels of honey and Cinnamon and decided to 'shower' these days with sweetness and bounty......

i look in the mirror of 'vanity'.......just a peak really!.......
and there are two glowing, green lights.........
staring back at me in wonder and gratitude.......
the kind of GREEN that deflates, ever-so-delicately, the 'vanity' between the two of US 'GIRLS'.....
(me and my reflection!)

and beyond the obvious reasons to gaze at oneself.......
(in order for proper decorum and such....)........
beyond this 'practical application'......

exists a kind of newly evolved LOVE....if you will.....
'self-love'.......
grown and nourished through extraordinary circumstance.........
IN SPITE OF extraordinary circumstance......

and so.....my good fellows.......WE DANCE!!!
because we CAN!!!!

what to do amid 'uncertainty'........

what is one supposed to do when utter 'confusion' and the APPEARANCE OF possible melodrama set in??
is it more 'cost efficient' to simply put the confusion aside, in order to continue cruising upon the 'HIGHWAY OF 'STATUS QUOT'???
or..........
can we manifest a certain 'ECONOMY OF MEANS' by stepping into the eye of the storm, adhering in our own 'saucy'! way to the RULES OF ENGAGEMENT???
OUR rules of engagement!!!!
in any case.......certain 'roads less taken' are appearing as possibilities on the 'expressway' of our life.......
should we be 'quick and smart and efficient' and take the SERVICE ROADS???
ORRRRRRRRRR.............
SHOULD WE WEATHER THE STORM OF TRAFFIC AND GRIDLOCK AND 'RUBBERNECKING', in order to actually LAND by the sea????
pondering......pondering........
meandering........
speculating........
climbing in and out of conundrum after conundrum.........
is the conundrum perhaps 'SELF-INFLICTED'??????
these are the thought processes of 'me'........
for your reading pleasure and virtual consideration!
stay tuned...........

brotha from anotha motha..........

when your 'brotha from anotha motha' comes to town.......ALL BETS ARE OFF!!!!!

you guys skedaddle down memory lane, as if youre right out on that mountain.........
hoppin the powdered moguls on those 'wise-ass' k2s....
no FEAR...................
FEARLESS!!!!

and things change ......and you dont feel the significance of the changes, because you guys have 'love'........
love that runs deeper than your own bloodstream........
profound, nonnegotiable love.......
and thats that!!!
so........
move over, new yorkers!!!!
the kids are back in town!!!!!
and we gonna be JAMMIN those guitar strings tonight!!!!!

AND THE RACE IS ON......

STALLIONS VERSUS PONIES WITH CLUB FEET!!!!
REALLY.....
TRULY.......
THERE IS NO CONTEST!!
WHAT CAN YOU DO??
IT IS , MOST DECIDEDLY, WHAT IT IS......
NONETHELESS, WE CONTINUE UPON THE PATH OF RIGHTEOUS PREDISPOSITION.....
ACCOUNTABLE.......INDEFATIGABLE......
WHAT ELSE CAN WE DO.....????......
AFTER ALL IS SAID AND DONE......
THIS IS REALLY JUST ONE BIG, FAT CONTEST OF WILL, DETERMINATION, AND STYLE......
THEY DON'T HAVE IT!!!!
WE DO!!!!

'PITY THEM', YOU SAY???
HOW CAN WE PITY SUCH SILLY MORPHS OF DOUGH AND SINEW AND PONTIFICATION?????
THERE ARE CHILDREN IN THIRD WORLD 'suburbs' STARVING!!!!!
FOR HEAVENS SAKE!!!!
THE SUVs ARE 3 OR 4 YEARS OLD!!!!
AND THEY CANNOT AFFORD TO REPLACE THEM!!!!
HONESTLY, BROTHERS!!!
PRIORITIZE!!!!
DON THOSE VELVET SKULL CAPS......the ones with the curly sideburns attached!!!
AND SAVE THE SUBURBAN CHILDREN FROM VEGANACIOUS DILEMMA!!!!!
TRUST WHAT I'M TELLING YOU, BROTHERS!!!
THY WILL CAN CAST REEL UPON REEL OF SUNLIGHT INTO THE CANISTER OF FILM......
HASTE DOES MOST CERTAINLY NOT MAKE WASTE!!!!!
AND SO IT GOES......AFTER ALL........

quick and sundry development........

cant seem to catch my breath!!
decisions!!
decisions!!
choices..........
note to self......."NOT IN BEST FORM WHEN CHOICES ARE FLYING AT ME"....
ahhh........beautiful and sparkly July whimsy......
like a firework!!!
yes.........like a firework!!!
playing guitar for 'moi' all night long!!!!
mmmmmm.......delicious.....contagious......tears of music streaming down my neck amidst hot smoke of summer lovin......
damn.......life is sweet......birds are probably chirpin a love song out there on the cement!!
poor birds......chirpin a love melody........just for me........
damn.....life is sweet........